Adoration. Obsession. Beautiful self-destruction



Over the years, I’ve failed at being as good at responding to messages as I wanted to be, and certainly did not do so as often my readers deserved. But I’ve read and kept everything, and even though not much remains after a chaotic and nomadic existence, I still have a CD that houses a cherished archive of letters that date back to 1999, when Trapdoor was serialised to mailing lists on the web and lived at my first website, the garden of desire. If you'd like to contact me, my details are below, and I promise to answer you within one week.

Guestbook: sign or read the guestbook
Mailing list: nostalgie ciel
Ko-Fi: payments & updates

On the web: | my personal website, and a hub for all of my projects
lost violet press | publishes dark romantic lyrical queer fiction | my online diary | home to most of my writing, poetry & fiction

Social networks:
@pillowfort | is intended for writing, art, fandom & general musings
@twitter | for updates, bittersweet nothings & the inevitable whatevers
@discord | at the foxtailrainbow channel