Adoration. Obsession. Beautiful self-destruction



The latest updates to the Trapdoor website are listed below.

MAR 31 2020
Changed my mind on distribution options. My prerogative. ^.~ Added a link to purchase the book from multiple retailers and lulu. Changed the author photo (*^.^*). The paperback edition and relaunched e-book will now be available from March 31! Stay tuned!
MAR 02 2020
The website has been rebuilt & relaunched after several years offline. Welcome back!

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